We add
the word “up” to a number of verbs and even a few nouns to make new phrases
(pony, listen, step, follow, pass, pay, belly, show, change, catch…). I’m not an
English teacher, but I believe that all of these phrases are used as verbs. We
are most familiar with the word “Easter” as a noun, but I believe its greatest
power lies in our understanding of it as a verb.
More than
10 years ago, most likely during a time of sermon preparation about this time
of year, I “heard” (a hearing of the heart, not the ear) a voice use this
phrase. "Easter up" she said, as if it was really quite simple – not much
different from "cowboy up”. Just put on your spurs, boots, and hat, and
settle in the saddle for a long comfortable trail ride.
"I’ve
tried eastering-up before, and the ride is seldom comfortable and always
frightening," I said. So began another chapter in the willy-nilly book of
my life’s journey toward spiritual discipline, and a deeper understanding of
the paschal mystery.
"Easter
up" she said. “The world we live in is seldom easter-friendly. It knows
more about grit than grace, more of proof than faith, all about actuarials
instead of resurrection. Easter does not add up in most accounting systems.”
Here is the rest of what she told me:
The
Spirit calls us to Esther up—to step up and speak up for those whose voice has
been stolen by circumstance of time and place, by willful oppression, or by
happenstance of disaster; but it is more convenient to Enron out by bailing and
blaming someone else, and pocketing the profit of our social and relational
insider trading. God’s voice beckons us to Abraham up—to pack lightly and
strike out for outrageous promises and dangerous places yet unknown; but it is
more comfortable to Jonah out by hunkering down into the safety of our known
captivity, or heading in the opposite direction from possibility.
Faith
calls us to Moses up—to curl our toes into the holy humus, speak to the fire,
and return to the land of our indiscretions in order to struggle for the
kingdom buried within; but it is much safer to Herod out by giving in to the
voices of paranoia and fear, using our power and control to isolate us even
from those who would love us.
The
gospel calls us to Easter up—to dare to run to the tomb in hope that it just
might be empty, to open the fear-locked door on the outside chance that an
unimaginable gift of holy proportions could arrive, to open our eyes to the
stranger walking beside us and invite her in to break bread because hospitality
could open us to communion with the saints. There are a million reasons not to;
countless ways we can find to get "out" instead of "up."
But that inner voice in the silence continues to whisper the resurrection
invitation: "Easter up."
Wonderful, Todd!
ReplyDeleteThis is so inciteful -- whoops insightful! Maren
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