When I didn't give you
what you wanted,
it wasn't because
I didn't want to or
I don't love you.
Whether or not
it was what you needed –
an important distinction
you need to make –
it was not mine to give.
Whatever it is you think
will make you happy,
or even bring you joy,
you'll have to
give it to yourself, or
at least accept it in yourself.
Here's the great mystery of
life:
IT is already within you,
and always has been;
that divine spark of love
with which you were graced
before you were born.
Your mistake is
to believe ego's lie
that whatever you've done
and whomever you've been
or become has somehow
extinguished that fire.
You're not that powerful,
love has no such weakness,
and grace is exponentially
larger than that.
© 2015 Todd Jenkins
Oh, hell, Todd, my eyes are filled with tears. Shit. I practice driving again today...need to bookmark this and wipe my eyes. Beautiful. Sorry for swearing.
ReplyDeleteJust looking for real. :-)
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